Also I understood myself more when I knew:
--I loved her.
--I couldn't tell her.
--I can never have her.
--I cried for her.
--she got married.
--I couldn't stop loving her.
--She will never know that.
--I couldn't love anyone like I love her.
--I hate myself for this.
--I couldn't kill myself even when I wanted to.
--I hate GOD.
--I love GOD.
--I couldn't tell anyone about this.
--despo
7 comments:
Whoa, I've been through this. I hope you're being good to yourself.
Thanks for sharing this!
trying my best.
Been through it too, though I told him and BELIEVE ME, it made things worse.
I am still deciding whether it makes sense to hate God or love God still...
Nice blog here!
May the Creator bless your life.
dcrelief
Yesterday was similar.Be well. ~dcrelief
thx.
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