Saturday, April 24, 2010

Saved....?

Recently I missed certain death by just an hour.
I don't know whether I should thank my angels or not.think I should thank.Live today.Die another day.
I value life a (little bit) more.

Monday, April 19, 2010

crawling...

Every breath is an effort .......an effort wasted in the hope that the next one is going to be better.
What do you do?
Become cynical?
Turn to spirituality?
Madness perhaps?
What do you do when all you have to do is to keep going on while you are barely able to stand.Crawl...??
What do you do when giving up isn't that scary.
What do you do?
It may be ok with everyone.No one expects you to take another step.You've already come miles.
What do you do?
Is it ok with you?
Will you be able to live with that?
Are you able to face yourself in front of a mirror?
Is the person in the mirror alive?

what to do when going gets hard?
What you do will define you forever as a person.

Lately, going's been tough and giving up and settling into the comforts of my shell appears attractive.

Let's see......who wins.
Round 1 ................goes on.......
"I walk the lonely roads,the only one that I've ever known."